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Close my eyes, and there you are
Take a knife to an unhealed scar
Run the blade across naked skin
Tear it open and let yourself in
Suffocated with the smell of fear
Don't scream ..he might hear
Tears blind but not from sight
Oh god...I cant sleep at night

Running terrified lying still
Evil winning breaks the will
Turn away turn to face
Cant hide he's taken every place
Beg for solitude beg for calm
Offered anger given harm
Counting seconds until its light
Oh god...I cant sleep at night

Exhaustion devours every bone
Stay awake you're not alone
Invading dreams sinister breathe
Stealing life giving death
Cry while I sleep cry when I wake
Searching the dream he cannot break
Too ill to argue, too tired to fight
Oh god...I can't sleep at night

Please leave me alone, you won the war
Walk away from my nights, can't take any more
Breaking my spirit have you no guilt
Are you awaiting blood for the tears you have spilt
Struggle to remember the good times we had
Because you are filling my dreams with everything bad
I'm begging you now to put things right
Please ??.let me sleep at night





I know the truth
A truth you don’t want to admit
A cruel truth because of the lies
A hidden truth to be despised
Your empty love
No love no lust
Just biding time
Your empty heart being filled from outside
Biding time just here for now
Waiting desiring wanting that time
Close but not close enough
Can you handle the months the years
Before I realise
Don’t worry its that time
I’ve no love left inside

H




Don't say a word
Don't try to explain
Don't look inside
Don't try to understand
Don't think you know
Don't explore too deep
My secrets are mine
Mine to keep




He's lying to me, I can see it in his eyes
I can see them cloud over as he whispers his lies
He's lying to me, he thinks that I don't know
Doesn't he realise he lets his feelings show.
He's lying to me ,it's in every single word
I've seen the lies through everything I've heard
He's lying to me, hiding secrets from my heart
Breaking our promise whenever we're apart
He's lying to me, ruining what I hold true
Risking all we have and I don't know what to do
He's lying to me ,the truth becoming dim
All I want is honesty...I don't get that from him
He's lying to me ,his words are laced with stealth
But while he lies to me...he's lying to himself