

It's the season to play cards.... just want to say sorry....
I don't want to be a jerk and I was basiy, and you did nothing so that you can provoke it. As you find out though, people are always talking and sometimes I merely can't let it roll apart my back. How we ended our previous conversation was stupid and I want to take it chat sexy in Cambridge back, I am an excellent victim anymore, I didn't mean to act like one. I want someone to be happy. I want that should be happy. I wish WE may very well be happy together but it's simply not going to happen. But I will say, all the things you have got done and said, and all the things I've done and said still haven't had any relation to the fact I still appreciate you. I always will. I wish things could've been varied, but you made your base and I made mine. Maybe we will meet just as before in x yrs and things will have changed... you're probably wondering why I am writing this... too much of coward to your account and too afraid to possess those feelings arise in people again. You can still be very heavy within my heart.
I hope you had a good Thanksgiving (although I do believe we can both agree no Thanksgiving will ever function as a same) and have happy getaways < x
Take care of you, and I'll take care of me....