Now i'm a really nice woman, by having a heart of gold, that is looking to get a man that can find beyond his ego and his belief that a little woman that is beautiful and slender will always make him happy. I'm x' x not to mention I'm overweight. I have short blonde hair and green sexiest women in Shizuoka eyes and then a personality that everyone wants that they are around. I love to laugh and have fun, whether it is going apart or staying homeI love sex the maximum amount of as any slender woman alive,,,, probably more and I'm assured by past relationships, including your ex husband, that I am the perfect lover they ever hadBut men of all ages obviously at our age, still think watertight and weatherproof have a barbie doll or trophy girlfriend that is just ridiculous. I mean, I am aware of there are beautiful women that happen to be also good women, but some of them have had everything lifted, rebuilt, enlarged or sucked out and that will fade not before long,,,, and you will get to pay extra for the re-do's.,,,, Beauty fades but an exquisite person inside will keep you will happy forever,, as long just like you do the same for your ex. I'm not putting myself nowadays for sexual liasons,,, I'm looking for relationship materialI know there are actually men out there that such as woman with some meat on her bones but a celebrity they are so superficial they can won't allow themselves the opportunity to meet them. I don't Apparent man, I WANT a boyfriend,,,, big difference. Don't you want someone that one can just be yourself with and not just worry that you didn't comb your hair or shave before she sees you first thing early in the day? Don't you want someone you may trust and tell your greatest thoughts to without worry that she is going to think you are lame or perhaps weak? I'm a woman that likes to love you, be your partner many unknown explorations of life and enjoy life and all that we all have together. I guess I'm just feeling really frustrated because a only responses to previous bookings were from perverts that dreamed of cyber sex or sex, married men that want to add a little to their lives without acknowledged what pain it may result in everyone involved or men that more aged than my desired age, which is definitely x to x. It seriously isn't that older men aren't wonderful, but I want someone which may hopefully be around for our next x or so years to improve old with me. If this offends several you, I'm sorry for which usually,,,, and please don't write others and say, "well fat lovely women, lose weight and you'll find someone". I've been slim and yes I was beautiful about the as well,,, but I found anytime I was slim there were numerous men that wanted me and We, myself, couldn't settle for an individual. I don't want that,,, I want monogomy and quite enough love and passionOk,,, I've put myself nowadays and like I said,,, delight no hate,,,, I just hope to open someone's eyes to what he may be missing.