Urban Alien
 
 

 

 

23.05.2003

Check out this cool approach to parenting : Geurilla Parenting

In other news : Cat

In still further news : Much Love goes out to ALL the guys at Cultural Ice Age - Colin for being so supportive and generally nice to me lately, I really don't deserve it! Ian and Chandy for the massive appreciation of the Flash intro (it really isn't THAT big a deal!) and Lee for wearing sunglasses.

That is all

 

20.05.2003

Arrgggh! Had my interview at Greenwich Uni today. Was muchos astustadizo! Once I got there I got rid of the rents and had to just wait for ages, it was really tense. I was in an interview with two other applicants, and I had to show my portfolio in front of them! I think I scored a home run with the laptop cos I got to show the interviewer some of my better Flash based stuff in motion. He seemed to like it! I'm really excited/nervous to find out if I got in.

 

19.05.2003

This stuff doesnt make much sense to me but you intelligent people might enjoy it: www.sminds.com

 

 

18.05.2003

This is a little animated piece about being harmed by the things that are meant to keep you alive. The things that make your life beautiful are always those that hurt you the most I find...

 

17.05.2003

Why does Connor scream these lyrics so accusingly at me lately?

But everybody knows it's all about the things
That get stuck inside of your head
Like the songs your roommate sings
Or a vision of her body as she stretches out on your bed
She raises her hands in the air
Asks you "When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
Cause you've changed, yeah, you've changed"

Bright Eyes - Sunrise, Sunset

 

Have I really changed? And is change a bad thing? Don't lifes trials change you into the person you need to be to survive emotionally intact? Maybe I have become a little less caring, but being caring all the time just gets you hurt. I've tried to think of everyone else before myself, and I've just ended up getting walked all over.

I'm more selfish than before, but by becoming a person less concerned with others and more concerned with self preservation, am I actually doing something WRONG?

I've no idea any more.